Return of the Ant... Yes it is! Return of the Ant... Yes it is! Return of the Ant... Yes it is! You knew that I'll be back!

So I haven’t blogged in a while. Got bored. Forgot to do it. Lost interest. Yes, just like everything I begin to do in life, I gave up with this too. I probably got distracted. Probably missed a couple out and couldn’t be bothered to do it. Ultimately my friends, pals, colleagues said I wasn’t half bad at it. Maybe that’s another excuse I haven’t kept it going. When I’m good at something I don’t normally see it through. So this is a long, over-due re-visit. Try and forgive me please. I am not making any promises because I am somewhat unreliable at this, however, it is the Christmas holidays soon and I am pretty sure you would all love to know about my festive hi-jinks!

Oooooohhhhhh, how about this for a crazy off-the-wall idea for you?

Instead of blogging about the past... I do a future blog about my Christmas plans and I can then see if I stick to them (in-case nothing absolutely mad happens me over the 2 weeks at home).

Like an online Day Planner (not a diary, because traditional you would write in a diary at the end of a day and that isn’t what this blog is about – remember)!

Basically I will do this anyway because right now I’m just kris-krossing the days off the calendar till I can go home for CHRISTMASSSSSSSSSS. (Won’t bore you with the details but I’m working some shifts off before I go so I do not lose money.)

So Wednesday after work I will be heading home. ‘Driving home for Christmas’ – since I’ve been at uni this song has somewhat embedded a certain meaning and gives me an overwhelming warm sensation inside my soul. At this time of year it is entwined and fused in blood. I finish at 5pm. I will not be back in the very south eastern county of Essex till late, about 10 (hopefully).

There are plans to meet the lads, (lads night, lads night out, lads down the pub, lads getting drunk, lads drunken arguing, lads falling over each other in loved up festive drunken embrace. LADS.) So that will be so worth the trip itself. LADS.

There are plans to get steaming (- festively bladdered - getting ridiculously drunk and using Christmas as an excuse.)  On Christmas eve. Having a deserved lie-in on Christmas Day. Then there are presents to be unwrapped.  Dinners to be eaten. Family to be seen.

Ohh S@#/ I have just realised me’ Nan and Grandad are staying. Bugger! The old guys have put a foil in this plan before the wheels began rolling in motion... the swine’s! Then again I get to see them so all is well.

The real problem on Christmas Day however, is, that this is the first I have been in love, AND in a loving relationship with the person in question around this period. But not like the films, the fairytales, we will not be sharing our love for one another on that special day. I have to wait until the 28^th (3days later) what so special about the 28^th, that day doesn’t have a name, it isn’t; Christmas ever, or Christmas Day, or Boxing day. But in a way, its even more special because I do get to see her, and cuddle her and spoil her with gifts. AND SHARE MY LOVE WITH HER.

God I used to be good at this blogging then it turns to mush. Anyway I need a shower. To-do-loo. Promoting this blog is a lot more harder without facebook, so copy the URL onto your facebook status please guys in you rate it. ;)

Thanks disciples.

(NOTE: there will be spelling mistakes, wrong words, and missing words. I am dead tired this morning and tis is only my return to blogging in a while.)

Hello again, my friend

New changes in my life since we last gossiped:

·         I’ve tried concentrating on my uni work [as much as I could stand.]

·         I’ve burnt myself and contracted eczema on my face and hands.

·         I celebrated my good friend Jimbob’s 21^st birthday my dressing up in tights and primark nighties along with 7 other lads.

·         Most recently, my favourite colour change from Blue to Lime Green. I am now currently trying to brand myself and this colour will head it – however, I will not be souly wearing lime green clothes.

·         My uniwork, seemingly, has gone well.

So to be frank and totally honest [I have that horrible habit] I felt shit for weeks and now, I’m beginning to feel better and a lot more happier. Plus it is payday soon, so I’ll be able to buy some food and get my immune system up.

WHAT I really wanna know is, how was everyone’s 1^st of Dec. Everybody open their chocolate calendars?  Is everyone now getting excited and looking forward to and preparing to celebrate and join in the mainstream hype of an occasion that is still 25 a-fucking-days away.

Christmas might be good this year... Coz I won’t alone. I have someone to share it with. So I already know it will be special.

Disciples, may you do me a favour and just check out http://www.bondmodels.com/default.asp?pid=10&mid=898&sex=1 , just because I’m proud of myself for once.

So it’s been fun, not fun as unusual writing this but hey hey. Now there is a new potential.

Till next time, (promise I’ll be more into yet)

 LOVE

Sticking two fingers up at mainstream social networking.

Deactivated my facebook for a bit on Sunday morning... So?

Life’s better without all the fuss and info on peoples life.

Just means a lot less people will read this...

The Images from my first shoot to get me up and running with my agency came through today, I've got a modeling portfolio/book now.